This is only the beginning.

I haven't been feeling good since yesterday. In fact, down since last night. I was shaking so badly for the first time. For being forgetful amongst my busy schedule, I always write down notes in my schedule book to make sure I don't miss out on anything..but once it happens, any amount of apology doesn't matter anymore. really. 
People can get very mean with their words, though usually it may be unintentional, this time it felt like it was cut into me deeply.  Feeling slightly better as compared to yesterday..I hope tomorrow will be a better day. Forgiveness, suddenly became a luxury..that I yearned so badly for.

"Buck up, this is only the beginning."
-Mom & Dad